Forgive me if I’m wrong, but my expectations of growing up with a father were different then it turned out to be. They push you on the… Read more “Fairy Tales”
Author: RubyCardinal
Breathe.
There are days where I’ve wanted to run. Some days I can’t even breathe. There’s so much on my plate. Kids, bills, work, cleaning at home, then… Read more “Breathe.”
Better Now
Being broke. We all know it’s one thing to be broke, but it’s another to be broke with a drug addicted, alcoholic mother. I told you that… Read more “Better Now”
Mind-fucked
How easy is it to manipulate or be manipulated? About two months ago my mom and I would check on each other, just to see how we… Read more “Mind-fucked”
Clearing My Mind
Heroin was his drug. I had no idea. He seemed fine, normal if anything. I know he did many other drugs, but after we broke up that’s… Read more “Clearing My Mind”
Wishful Thinking
Did you ever look at yourself in the mirror? You tell yourself your pretty. You do your hair, your makeup. You lift your shirt up and think,… Read more “Wishful Thinking”
Last Words?
This weekend I was at a bonfire. Just having fun with friends. I then found out my dad was in jail. He’s been in for a month.… Read more “Last Words?”
Don’t Sugarcoat It
I told him to stop. And by who, I mean Kylie’s biological father. I was only 4 weeks postpartum of having my first child that completely ripped… Read more “Don’t Sugarcoat It”
Staying Afloat
I found god along time ago, but that story is for another time. I don’t right these blogs just to talk or get sympathy. I write them… Read more “Staying Afloat”
Gives Hope
I’ve had a miscarriage. That miscarriage was heart breaking. We were so excited to have a baby. We kept taking a whole bunch of pregnancy tests, for… Read more “Gives Hope”